ALL HAIL THE INCREDIBLE KRISPY!
*bows*
Thank you, thank you. :D
And why am I incredible??? Because, simply because, I managed to finish a 2000word essay complete with images and references in 2 bloody hours. It wasn't intentional, I swear. I was never and still am not a last minute worker, but circumstances have led me to such a conclusion. Last 2 weeks have been complete hell for me, going without adequate sleep everyday (i need at least 8 hours of sleep to function i'm sorry i'm not noctural). Sustaining myself on coffee everyday while using up my energy without the first 3 hours of the day due to my constant chatter and never-ending imagination. Not the best 2 weeks I have had. Really felt the weight of taking 24 modular credits only last week, wow krispy you're amazing haha.
BUT. Even though I finished the essay, I'm going to flunk this module so badly I also feel like crying. Firstly, the essay probably doesn't even flow well because I just wrote out whatever I had in my mind, and secondly I over exceeded by 600 words. 600 bloody words. And I couldn't even take extra time to properly cut it down because of the deadline. Sometimes living in school has its perks. IF ONLY I STAYED ON CAMPUS, i would have an extra hour to clean up the entire essay. But unfortunately, when you're depending on someone else, all you can do is to abide by their rules. Even with that I'm still very grateful. If she didn't help me, I'd have to take a cab down to school just to hand it in on time...and that's a bad thing because I've been spending way too much on cab fares recently due to late night practices and shit.
Oh well, my wallet is like an onion now. When I open it, I cry.
I'm kinda upset also because I knew I could have aced this module, but considering that this bloody essay takes up 50% of the grade, and I practically threw it down the drain, I can't have any expectations anymore. I just hope that the person who marks it sees whatever I'm trying to say instead of being anal about my language and....ultra huge amount of extra words. Oh fuck, I'm so screwed. #justsaying
I should be happier though. In this case it's completely no fault of mine that the essay was done so last-minute (I don't wanna point fingers and I'm not self-justifying either). So, all I can say is that I did my best, and I definitely should be happier about the fact that hell week is officially over before week 13 starts and nm3217 folder and web is due. I even managed to finish dream high 2 and the sun that embraces the moon as well as strong heart yg special today. Ok well....that was because I was bed-ridden with flu and fever and couldn't do anything else (excuses excuses). BUT AT LEAST I FINALLY HAD SOME ME-TIME TODAY. It's like I've been looking forward to this for a million years.
So, I'm just wondering when should I start on my next long lists of assignments. Because I think once I start, I'm not going to see sleep in a very long time again.
Ok, shall start it tonight.
At least a little?
xxx,
Mrs Micky