Inspiration in interest

“Develop interest in life as you see it; in people, things, literature, music - the world is so rich, simply throbbing with rich treasures, beautiful souls and interesting people. Forget yourself.” 

- Henry Miller 

Haven't been blogging much lately because there's really nothing to update on. Lack of photos, lack of interesting things....pretty much just lack of an adventure. While I would say that life isn't all that monotonous, it still isn't interesting enough to be inspiring. When life doesn't inspire, what can?

Aftermath of S24 has led life to a standstill - momentary i hope, but still life is slower, passes like a snail crawling along its 100m path.  Still jobless but yet not bumming. I hope there's a difference. :D I spend most of my time nowadays doodling, sewing and basically just doing everything I wanna do, without restrictions. Almost the best time in my 22 years of life ever, with the exception of the yelling/nagging mum constantly asking me to find a job.

And now, I'm at the beckon of my mum who lectures me daily on how I am still unemployed while the rest of the world is moving on. Yes mum, I know I'm not like the rest. You mean you haven't noticed till now?

Finding a job is good at all, I also want to be employed. The notion of 'doing something substantial', having a steady income (which means more shopping for me), and self satisfaction (i hope). It's perhaps that I don't understand why I'm forcing myself to settle for less simply because I'm in a rush to find a perm job. Wait, am I even in a rush? Should I be?

Different people have different takes on this. My mum (and maybe my dad) for one, hopes with ALL THEIR HEART that I'll be employed by the end of this month, so that I can start paying my bills, and THEIR bills. Others (parents included) tell me that there is really no rush for me to settle for any banal job because once I start I'll be working for the rest of my life, and because of that I should really be enjoying my free time while I can instead of jumping head down into a perm job. Of course, if I can get a perm job at a prestigious company, then why not. Duh.

I hate to be angsting about my lack of a job, because it is precisely what I told myself NOT to do last year. So, I shall not.

Am trying my hardest to rack my brains for a more interesting post to write. I need inspiration. As of now life is......at times really complicated. It's bland, but troubling. The worst mixture ever? Hahaha, but still I have a lot to be thankful for. A lot a lot.

SO MANY THINGS TO DO SO LITTLE TIME.





xxx,
Mrs Micky

Musings #2

Overdued inspirations

Time to freshen up and start living a healthy life. So here's a short post to end off tonight!

Photos that's all been overdued, and some stuff that inspires me through and through. :)
I like pretty photos yeah.

Its pretty much japalang but well inspiration always hits when you least expect \0/

always kinda looked up to her as an inspirational mentor but seems like she's not really who she claims to be. still, i love her color coordination so doesn't matter hahaha

ITS SO CUTE I WANNA SQUEEZE IT (josyu if you're reading this, yup this is for u haha)

elvish (Y)

 

 

Kinda tempted to get a tat in elvish; already fixed on what I wanna put on my body so its just a matter of whether it's in english or elvish.  
Linnon am meleth vîn.

In a state of complete helplessness after a week of doing practically nothing for my mid-terms, I'm faced with the fact that my heart's not in studying at all. I like being a student and all, but mugging just can't do. And it's sad, considering that it means I'm pretty useless and wrecked up. 
But at least I'm doing what I like. And I intend to ALWAYS do what I like from now on. Won't let nothing jeopardize it. 
My goals, my dreams, my rules in life.  :D

Such ambition!

  
Off to dreamland! See you there <3




xxx,
Mrs Micky